Why?

Hi my friends!! I wanted to explain why I had been gone for a month. I feel like I owe my readers an explanation for why I had not been writing because I've tried to create a friendship with you all. 

Believe me when I say it, I really missed blogging. It's definitely what puts a smile on my face everyday. And when I hear someone tell me how much they love my blog or how they totally rocked those jeans because they read my post. You all make me so happy inside. 

 If you have me on Facebook, you might have figured out that my Mama was in a terrible accident. And if not, that is why I have not been posting. I am not going to go into details of the accident just know she is alive and is finally home now. 
As much as I missed blogging (even if I am a newbie), the first two weeks I was not even thinking about it (totally understandable, I am human). My entire life stopped, and it was focused on my mom. I was sleeping in the waiting room, skipping meals and spending hours upon hours by her bedside. To watch your mom not even be awake, or to not be able to talk to her was the unbearable. But the hardest part was having her awake and not be able to talk. Watching the frustration coming from her because I was not able to understand what she wanted to say was the hardest thing I have ever gone through. 

That first day I prayed more than my entire 10 years of Catholic school combined. And if anything good has come out of this terrible freak accident, that I got my relationship with God back. People have asked me about how this and that, and my only response is that God was there with her. And I never mean it to offend anyone, but that's literally the only explanation I can give to people. 

 I have been tossing and turning about writing this post, not sure if it would offend people or even if they might be judge-mental. But I thought to myself if there's one person that might feel better because of their similar situation or even one person that could give me advice, than this post is worth it. 

Just know those little arguments we have....they are not worth it. Even when its incredibly hard to stop and take a deep breathe. Just STOP and BREATHE. Take a minute to think you never know when that will be the last time we get the chance to remember how much you love that person. So dig deep down during those hard times and say I love them. After that 2 seconds, what you're arguing about is not more important than those three words. 

Here are my shoes On SALE  necklace the shirt is Lush, they do not make this style anymore and here are a similar pair of jogger pants (I have these ones in black and LOVE them too) On SALE 

Thank you all! I love each and everyone of you!